{"id":2277,"date":"2019-10-16T15:13:31","date_gmt":"2019-10-16T15:13:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/zatma.org\/?p=2277"},"modified":"2019-10-16T15:13:31","modified_gmt":"2019-10-16T15:13:31","slug":"to-walk-invisible-a-zen-parable","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zatma.org\/?p=2277","title":{"rendered":"To Walk Invisible, A Zen Parable"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"contentsContainer\">\n<div id=\"contents\">\n<p id=\"E66\" style=\"text-align: left;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2279\" src=\"http:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-229x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"229\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-229x300.jpg 229w, https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-183x240.jpg 183w, https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1.jpg 247w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 229px) 100vw, 229px\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-2279 alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-229x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"229\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-229x300.jpg 229w, https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-183x240.jpg 183w, https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1.jpg 247w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 229px) 100vw, 229px\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2279\" src=\"http:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-229x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"229\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-229x300.jpg 229w, https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1-183x240.jpg 183w, https:\/\/zatma.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/IMG-0820-1.jpg 247w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 229px) 100vw, 229px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p id=\"E69\"><span id=\"E70\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u201cTo Walk Invisible\u201d <\/span><span id=\"E71\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is a <\/span><span id=\"E72\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">television <\/span><span id=\"E73\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">drama <\/span><span id=\"E74\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">that first aired in 2017 <\/span><span id=\"E75\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">about the three Bront<\/span><span id=\"E76\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb<\/span><span id=\"E77\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> sisters,<\/span><span id=\"E78\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> Charlotte, Emily and Anne<\/span><span id=\"E79\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. The story tells of <\/span><span id=\"E80\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">a period in their lives when they are transformed from sisterly supporters, financially dependent on <\/span><span id=\"E81\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">their aging father <\/span><span id=\"E82\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">and <\/span><span id=\"E83\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">their only brother<\/span><span id=\"E84\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, <\/span><span id=\"E85\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">into independent successful <\/span><span id=\"E86\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">writers. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E87\"><span id=\"E88\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">The <\/span><span id=\"E90\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bront<\/span><span id=\"E91\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb<\/span><span id=\"E93\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> family, housed in the large rectory of the church where their father is the parson, <\/span><span id=\"E94\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">live<\/span><span id=\"E95\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> together but apart, each family members<\/span><span id=\"E96\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u2019<\/span><span id=\"E97\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> life unfolding behind the many closed doors of the old<\/span><span id=\"E98\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E99\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">house. <\/span><span id=\"E100\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">It is a dark, somber and spartan domestic scene. E<\/span><span id=\"E101\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ach <\/span><span id=\"E102\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">of the three <\/span><span id=\"E103\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">sister<\/span><span id=\"E104\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">s<\/span><span id=\"E105\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and the<\/span><span id=\"E106\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ir<\/span><span id=\"E107\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> brother <\/span><span id=\"E108\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">(Bramwell) <\/span><span id=\"E109\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">secretly struggle to make sense of their lives within the structure of family values they unconsciously share and unwittingly uphold. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E110\"><span id=\"E111\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bramwell<\/span><span id=\"E112\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E113\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is<\/span><span id=\"E114\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> celebrated within the family as the one with creative genius who w<\/span><span id=\"E115\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ill<\/span><span id=\"E116\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> be famous. The <\/span><span id=\"E117\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">sisters all face <\/span><span id=\"E118\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">advancing age, <\/span><span id=\"E119\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">dwindling prospects for marriage and<\/span><span id=\"E120\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> few prospects for employment<\/span><span id=\"E121\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. The <\/span><span id=\"E122\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Victorian culture <\/span><span id=\"E123\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">of the day affords them <\/span><span id=\"E124\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">no ready options other than <\/span><span id=\"E125\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">d<\/span><span id=\"E126\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">epend<\/span><span id=\"E127\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ence<\/span><span id=\"E128\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> on <\/span><span id=\"E129\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">their brother<\/span><span id=\"E130\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> to carry them on the shoulders of his success. <\/span><span id=\"E131\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Yet <\/span><span id=\"E132\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bramwell<\/span><span id=\"E133\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> is descending into alcoholism<\/span><span id=\"E134\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. H<\/span><span id=\"E135\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is prospects<\/span><span id=\"E136\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> for fulfilling the family\u2019s expectations<\/span><span id=\"E137\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E138\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">are<\/span><span id=\"E139\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> dwindling as well. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E140\"><span id=\"E141\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">As these<\/span><span id=\"E142\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> pressures in the <\/span><span id=\"E143\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bront<\/span><span id=\"E144\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb<\/span><span id=\"E145\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E146\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">house<\/span><span id=\"E147\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">hold<\/span><span id=\"E148\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> mount, <\/span><span id=\"E149\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the <\/span><span id=\"E150\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">closed <\/span><span id=\"E151\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">doors <\/span><span id=\"E152\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">of the house <\/span><span id=\"E153\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">begin to <\/span><span id=\"E154\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">open<\/span><span id=\"E155\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E156\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E157\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bramwell\u2019s drunken stupors<\/span><span id=\"E158\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, which he has kept hidden, are revealed to the sisters as they dare to open his door and enter his world<\/span><span id=\"E159\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. T<\/span><span id=\"E160\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">he<\/span><span id=\"E161\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E162\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">sisters<\/span><span id=\"E163\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> leave their <\/span><span id=\"E164\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">private<\/span><span id=\"E165\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> spaces to<\/span><span id=\"E166\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E167\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">encounter each other in the <\/span><span id=\"E168\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">shared<\/span><span id=\"E169\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E170\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">regions o<\/span><span id=\"E171\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">f the house<\/span><span id=\"E172\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. H<\/span><span id=\"E173\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ere they <\/span><span id=\"E174\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">begin to s<\/span><span id=\"E175\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">peak<\/span><span id=\"E176\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> their feelings <\/span><span id=\"E177\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">in <\/span><span id=\"E178\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">whispered conversations<\/span><span id=\"E179\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, having <\/span><span id=\"E180\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">previously <\/span><span id=\"E181\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">limited their <\/span><span id=\"E182\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">discuss<\/span><span id=\"E183\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ions to<\/span><span id=\"E184\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> the business of their lives. <\/span><span id=\"E185\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E186\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">T<\/span><span id=\"E187\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">he<\/span><span id=\"E188\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">y<\/span><span id=\"E189\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> gather<\/span><span id=\"E190\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E191\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">in pairs, never all three together, <\/span><span id=\"E192\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">not yet trusting a wider audience of three<\/span><span id=\"E193\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, to <\/span><span id=\"E194\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">begin <\/span><span id=\"E195\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to <\/span><span id=\"E196\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">say out loud th<\/span><span id=\"E197\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">at<\/span><span id=\"E198\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> which <\/span><span id=\"E199\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">they<\/span><span id=\"E200\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E201\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">had <\/span><span id=\"E202\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">not <\/span><span id=\"E203\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">yet dared to name<\/span><span id=\"E204\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E205\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Failure. Addiction. Depression. Aging. <\/span><span id=\"E206\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Anger at t<\/span><span id=\"E207\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">he sublimation of women into intellectually inferior roles<\/span><span id=\"E208\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, though <\/span><span id=\"E209\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the<\/span><span id=\"E210\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">y <\/span><span id=\"E211\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">know<\/span><span id=\"E212\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> they are not<\/span><span id=\"E213\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> intellectually inferior to men. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E214\"><span id=\"E215\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">In <\/span><span id=\"E216\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the realm of <\/span><span id=\"E217\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">my interior <\/span><span id=\"E218\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">spaces<\/span><span id=\"E219\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,<\/span><span id=\"E220\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> I too have <\/span><span id=\"E221\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">encountered <\/span><span id=\"E222\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the<\/span><span id=\"E223\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E224\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">closed doors<\/span><span id=\"E225\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> of <\/span><span id=\"E226\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">a<\/span><span id=\"E227\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ddiction, my deepest fears and failures<\/span><span id=\"E228\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, <\/span><span id=\"E229\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the <\/span><span id=\"E230\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">a<\/span><span id=\"E231\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">spects of life that do not fit the <\/span><span id=\"E232\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">identity I <\/span><span id=\"E233\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">had always assumed for myself arising from my history, my community and my family. <\/span><span id=\"E234\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">I too <\/span><span id=\"E235\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">have stayed busy with <\/span><span id=\"E236\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">making a life, keeping the doors closed on all that did not fit the look and feel of the world I knew. <\/span><span id=\"E238\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">But the life I was making, like the <\/span><span id=\"E239\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">Bront\u00eb\u2019s<\/span><span id=\"E240\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">, was based on a <\/span><span id=\"E241\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">plan<\/span><span id=\"E242\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E243\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">with deep cracks, <\/span><span id=\"E244\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">riddled with <\/span><span id=\"E245\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">inconsistencies<\/span><span id=\"E246\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"contentsContainer\">\n<div id=\"contents\">\n<p id=\"E248\"><span id=\"E249\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Spiritual work, like the artistic journey of these women who <\/span><span id=\"E250\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">would <\/span><span id=\"E251\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">bec<\/span><span id=\"E252\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">o<\/span><span id=\"E253\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">me some of the world\u2019s <\/span><span id=\"E254\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">most respected<\/span><span id=\"E255\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> authors, begins<\/span><span id=\"E256\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u2026and continues\u2026<\/span><span id=\"E257\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">with opening doors. <\/span><span id=\"E258\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">To make great art or to cultivate <\/span><span id=\"E259\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Buddha Mind<\/span><span id=\"E260\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, one begins by naming that which <\/span><span id=\"E261\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is hidden<\/span><span id=\"E262\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">.<\/span><span id=\"E263\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> \u201cTurn around the light to shine within,\u201d <\/span><span id=\"E264\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">* <\/span><span id=\"E265\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">says the ancient text. To s<\/span><span id=\"E266\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">hine the light of awareness, to tell <\/span><span id=\"E267\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the truth of <\/span><span id=\"E268\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">how <\/span><span id=\"E269\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">life<\/span><span id=\"E270\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> is not conforming to our hopes and dreams and find the courage to name it<\/span><span id=\"E271\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">: In \u201c<\/span><span id=\"E272\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">To Walk Invisible<\/span><span id=\"E273\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,\u201d<\/span><span id=\"E274\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> this <\/span><span id=\"E275\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">truth-telling <\/span><span id=\"E276\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is the tension-filled<\/span><span id=\"E277\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E278\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">opening <\/span><span id=\"E279\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">story line <\/span><span id=\"E280\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">of the <\/span><span id=\"E281\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">two-hour <\/span><span id=\"E282\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">drama<\/span><span id=\"E283\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E284\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E285\"><span id=\"E286\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">T<\/span><span id=\"E287\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">he impetus to open doors <\/span><span id=\"E288\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">arises<\/span><span id=\"E289\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> primarily <\/span><span id=\"E290\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">from <\/span><span id=\"E291\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the<\/span><span id=\"E292\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> sisters\u2019 <\/span><span id=\"E293\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">consternation with Bramwell\u2019s drinking and his inability to hold a job. Bramwell<\/span><span id=\"E294\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> drink<\/span><span id=\"E295\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">s<\/span><span id=\"E296\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> to <\/span><span id=\"E297\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">escape<\/span><span id=\"E298\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E299\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">from <\/span><span id=\"E300\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the pressure of his role in the family<\/span><span id=\"E301\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E302\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">A heavy<\/span><span id=\"E303\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> mantle of the successful artist<\/span><span id=\"E304\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> has been placed on his shoulders. The expectations have <\/span><span id=\"E305\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">cultivated in him the pride and prestige of a Victorian gentleman. His failure to live up to this expectation brings a shame he cannot bear to face. He turns <\/span><span id=\"E306\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">increasingly <\/span><span id=\"E307\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to <\/span><span id=\"E308\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">debilitating drinking<\/span><span id=\"E309\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, all the while insisting he <\/span><span id=\"E310\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">remains <\/span><span id=\"E311\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">on <\/span><span id=\"E312\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the road <\/span><span id=\"E313\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to success<\/span><span id=\"E314\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. He <\/span><span id=\"E315\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">self-medicat<\/span><span id=\"E316\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">es<\/span><span id=\"E317\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and blam<\/span><span id=\"E318\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">es<\/span><span id=\"E319\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> others in order to bear the <\/span><span id=\"E320\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">pressures <\/span><span id=\"E321\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">of this delusion. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E322\"><span id=\"E323\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">A<\/span><span id=\"E324\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ddiction to work<\/span><span id=\"E325\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and <\/span><span id=\"E326\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to intellectual prowess<\/span><span id=\"E327\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E328\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">have ke<\/span><span id=\"E329\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">pt<\/span><span id=\"E330\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> my d<\/span><span id=\"E331\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">isenchantment with my life<\/span><span id=\"E332\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> from overtaking the drive to keep going, to not give up on the grand plan ordained and blessed by family, friends and culture. <\/span><span id=\"E333\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Like Bramwell<\/span><span id=\"E334\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u2019s Victorian way of life<\/span><span id=\"E335\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, my energy of <\/span><span id=\"E336\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">dis<\/span><span id=\"E337\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">appoint<\/span><span id=\"E338\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ment with and <\/span><span id=\"E339\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">resistance to <\/span><span id=\"E340\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">a <\/span><span id=\"E341\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">21<\/span><span id=\"E342\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">st<\/span><span id=\"E343\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> century <\/span><span id=\"E344\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">lifestyle<\/span><span id=\"E345\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E346\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">lies<\/span><span id=\"E347\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> buried beneath the deliciousness of <\/span><span id=\"E348\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the <\/span><span id=\"E349\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">pride <\/span><span id=\"E350\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">I take <\/span><span id=\"E351\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">in being a smart<\/span><span id=\"E352\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E353\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">and successful <\/span><span id=\"E354\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">modern <\/span><span id=\"E355\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">woman. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E356\"><span id=\"E357\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Also,<\/span><span id=\"E358\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> like Bramwell, <\/span><span id=\"E359\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">I have <\/span><span id=\"E360\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">taken<\/span><span id=\"E361\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> comfort in blaming any number of others for the suffering I feel: parents, family, spouse, the social system, my culture of origin<\/span><span id=\"E362\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E363\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">B<\/span><span id=\"E364\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ut<\/span><span id=\"E365\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> mostly I blame myself. <\/span><span id=\"E366\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">M<\/span><span id=\"E367\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">y struggle with pride and shame <\/span><span id=\"E368\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is reflected <\/span><span id=\"E369\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">in the portrayal of Bramwell, who is <\/span><span id=\"E370\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">pridefully <\/span><span id=\"E371\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">angry at his family<\/span><span id=\"E372\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E373\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">and <\/span><span id=\"E374\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">so <\/span><span id=\"E375\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">privately <\/span><span id=\"E376\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ashamed of <\/span><span id=\"E377\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">his<\/span><span id=\"E378\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> failures that he is unable to <\/span><span id=\"E379\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">take responsibility for his plight<\/span><span id=\"E380\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E381\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">It is humbling to see <\/span><span id=\"E382\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">myself reflected in Bramwell\u2019s <\/span><span id=\"E383\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">resentment toward others<\/span><span id=\"E384\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,<\/span><span id=\"E385\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> combined with <\/span><span id=\"E386\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">aggression t<\/span><span id=\"E387\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">urned inward. <\/span><span id=\"E388\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">It is revealing to me that it is his own pride and shame that<\/span><span id=\"E389\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E390\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">kee<\/span><span id=\"E391\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">p<\/span><span id=\"E392\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> Bramwell from moving out of the system that holds him. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E393\"><span id=\"E394\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Feeling forced by others is a potent form of impotence. <\/span><span id=\"E396\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E397\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Zen <\/span><span id=\"E398\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">teaches <\/span><span id=\"E399\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">me to see the pride<\/span><span id=\"E400\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> in the <\/span><span class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">blaming<\/span><span id=\"E401\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">, to see the damage it has done, and to let it go, <\/span><span id=\"E402\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">without <\/span><span id=\"E403\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">substituting <\/span><span id=\"E404\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">shame<\/span><span id=\"E405\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> in its wake<\/span><span id=\"E406\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">. <\/span><span id=\"E407\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">I am learning to recognize<\/span><span id=\"E408\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> that <\/span><span id=\"E409\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">I am n<\/span><span id=\"E410\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">either a God or a demon, neither enviable or pitiable, neither a victim nor a perpetrator, but <\/span><span id=\"E411\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">able and willing, with the help of so many forces in the universe who proclaim the Truth, to <\/span><span id=\"E412\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">follow a path of the teachings<\/span><span id=\"E413\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"contentsContainer\">\n<div id=\"contents\">\n<p id=\"E414\"><span id=\"E415\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">The sisters see that they have escaped the most dangerous intensities of pride and shame because they are considered nobodies within their social structures. Such a <\/span><span id=\"E416\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">paradoxical <\/span><span id=\"E417\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">gift it was to them, to be nobody! <\/span><span id=\"E418\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">The humility of \u201cnobody\u201d takes dedicated practice to realize when one begins from <\/span><span id=\"E419\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the inner perception <\/span><span id=\"E420\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">of <\/span><span id=\"E421\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">a \u201csuccessful\u201d life. <\/span><span id=\"E422\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Buddhist training includes regular examination of all the ways <\/span><span id=\"E423\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">a student <\/span><span id=\"E424\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">intoxicate<\/span><span id=\"E425\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">s her<\/span><span id=\"E426\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">self and the <\/span><span id=\"E427\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">further <\/span><span id=\"E428\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">instruction to drop these <\/span><span id=\"E429\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">poisonous <\/span><span id=\"E430\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">barriers to Buddha Mind. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span id=\"E430\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">In my practice I am facing how I intoxicate with the deliciousness of constant thinking, planning, figuring things out, of being the one who knows. As I let these <\/span><span id=\"E431\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">thought patterns<\/span><span id=\"E432\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> go, it becomes more apparent <\/span><span id=\"E433\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">that<\/span><span id=\"E434\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> striving for <\/span><span id=\"E435\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">intoxicating <\/span><span id=\"E436\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">intellectual<\/span><span id=\"E437\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E438\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">dominance <\/span><span id=\"E439\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">has kept<\/span><span id=\"E440\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> pride and shame running, ke<\/span><span id=\"E441\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">pt<\/span><span id=\"E442\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> me <\/span><span id=\"E443\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">bound to<\/span><span id=\"E444\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> a <\/span><span id=\"E445\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">mental-emotional, familial and social <\/span><span id=\"E446\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">system that <\/span><span id=\"E447\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">hide<\/span><span id=\"E448\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">s<\/span><span id=\"E449\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E450\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">a deeper t<\/span><span id=\"E451\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ruth. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E452\"><span id=\"E453\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">To see the <\/span><span id=\"E454\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bront<\/span><span id=\"E455\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb<\/span><span id=\"E456\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E457\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">s<\/span><span id=\"E458\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">isters\u2019 capacity to abandon social conformity <\/span><span id=\"E459\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is <\/span><span id=\"E460\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">an inspiration. They are not captive to the <\/span><span id=\"E461\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">successes <\/span><span id=\"E462\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">they <\/span><span id=\"E463\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">claim as members of <\/span><span id=\"E464\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the culture<\/span><span id=\"E465\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> because there were few <\/span><span id=\"E466\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">rewards and benefits <\/span><span id=\"E467\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">for <\/span><span id=\"E468\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">single <\/span><span id=\"E469\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">women<\/span><span id=\"E470\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> like themselves<\/span><span id=\"E471\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. T<\/span><span id=\"E472\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">his gives them freedom. <\/span><span id=\"E473\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">R<\/span><span id=\"E474\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">elinquishment of my pride <\/span><span id=\"E475\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">and \u201cstatus\u201d <\/span><span id=\"E476\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is my ticket to <\/span><span id=\"E477\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">great<\/span><span id=\"E478\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> freedom as well. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E479\"><span id=\"E480\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">The<\/span><span id=\"E481\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E482\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bront<\/span><span id=\"E483\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb<\/span><span id=\"E484\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E485\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">sisters<\/span><span id=\"E486\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> further empower themselves by their refusal to blame Bramwell for their plight. <\/span><span id=\"E487\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Despite their fury at him for lying, cheating<\/span><span id=\"E488\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, fighting<\/span><span id=\"E489\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and<\/span><span id=\"E490\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> stealing his way through his descent into alcoholism, the<\/span><span id=\"E491\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">y know<\/span><span id=\"E492\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> that Bramwell has been under tremendous pressure to be what his family needed him to be. They see what it has cost him to live with the expectations of his family to which he was so ill-suited. <\/span><span id=\"E493\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u201cI\u2019m so glad I\u2019m not HIM,\u201d Emily declares, <\/span><span id=\"E494\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">speaking with empathy of the multiple <\/span><span id=\"E495\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">pressures to succeed he has had to contend with. Their <\/span><span id=\"E496\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">compassion carries all three sisters through the scourge of the alcoholic disease as it progresses in their beloved brother. <\/span><span id=\"E497\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Throughout their own changing relationship to power, success and creativity, the three sisters take care of their failing <\/span><span id=\"E498\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">sibling<\/span><span id=\"E499\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, protect him from knowing too much of their mounting artistic successes<\/span><span id=\"E500\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and<\/span><span id=\"E501\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E502\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">tender<\/span><span id=\"E503\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ly respond to his immediate needs<\/span><span id=\"E504\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E505\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">when he is at his most undone by the disease<\/span><span id=\"E506\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E507\"><span id=\"E508\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">The<\/span><span id=\"E510\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E511\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bront<\/span><span id=\"E512\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb\u2019s<\/span><span id=\"E513\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E514\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">compassion <\/span><span id=\"E515\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">helps me <\/span><span id=\"E516\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to relinquish <\/span><span id=\"E517\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">blaming myself for <\/span><span id=\"E518\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">my<\/span><span id=\"E519\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> addictions<\/span><span id=\"E520\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and <\/span><span id=\"E521\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">sham<\/span><span id=\"E522\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ing <\/span><span class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">myself <\/span><span id=\"E523\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">for<\/span><span id=\"E524\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> my <\/span><span id=\"E525\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">failure to<\/span><span id=\"E526\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E527\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">better <\/span><span id=\"E528\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">manag<\/span><span id=\"E529\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">e<\/span><span id=\"E530\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> the <\/span><span id=\"E531\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">p<\/span><span id=\"E532\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">ressure<\/span><span id=\"E533\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">s<\/span><span id=\"E534\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> to conform<\/span><span id=\"E535\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">. <\/span><span id=\"E536\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">Watching the sisters, moment by moment<\/span><span id=\"E537\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> as they<\/span><span id=\"E538\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> move from <\/span><span id=\"E539\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">trying to save Bramwell <\/span><span id=\"E540\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">to <\/span><span id=\"E541\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">simply caring<\/span><span id=\"E542\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> for him opened me to the possibility of forgiv<\/span><span id=\"E543\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">eness<\/span><span id=\"E544\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E545\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">fo<\/span><span id=\"E546\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">r my <\/span><span id=\"E547\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">perceived <\/span><span id=\"E548\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">inadequacies. It is a relief <\/span><span id=\"E549\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">when I can<\/span><span id=\"E550\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> forgive myself<\/span><span id=\"E551\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">,<\/span><span id=\"E552\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> and in the forgiving to open to <\/span><span id=\"E553\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">\u201c<\/span><span id=\"E554\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">failure<\/span><span id=\"E555\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">\u201d<\/span><span id=\"E556\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> as <\/span><span id=\"E557\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">a good<\/span><span id=\"E558\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E559\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">teacher<\/span><span id=\"E560\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">. <\/span><span id=\"E561\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">My instinct to feel shame <\/span><span id=\"E562\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">about <\/span><span id=\"E563\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">my strategies for coping with a system that I could not bear<\/span><span id=\"E564\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E565\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">is further unraveled <\/span><span id=\"E566\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">when I <\/span><span id=\"E567\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">see that<\/span><span id=\"E568\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E569\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">Bramwell\u2019s <\/span><span id=\"E570\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">suffering<\/span><span id=\"E571\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E572\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">is the impetus <\/span><span id=\"E573\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">that drives the sisters out of their delusional family identities, even while their brother cannot bear to open this door. <\/span><span id=\"E574\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">I appreciate<\/span><span id=\"E575\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> that <\/span><span id=\"E576\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">the pain of too much delicious<\/span><span id=\"E577\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> and poisonous thinking<\/span><span id=\"E578\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">, too much dependence on <\/span><span id=\"E579\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">knowing-it-all <\/span><span id=\"E580\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">made for enough suffering that I could begin<\/span><span id=\"E581\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> to let <\/span><span id=\"E582\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">it<\/span><span id=\"E583\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> go<\/span><span id=\"E584\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">. <\/span><span id=\"E585\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">And in the letting go, I <\/span><span id=\"E586\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">see the larger system of <\/span><span id=\"E587\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">false <\/span><span id=\"E588\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">beliefs and values <\/span><span id=\"E589\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">that drove me to <\/span><span id=\"E590\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">intoxicate.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"contentsContainer\">\n<div id=\"contents\">\n<p id=\"E592\"><span id=\"E593\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">As they share their pain and their inspirations with each other, the sisters <\/span><span id=\"E594\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">argue and resist <\/span><span id=\"E595\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">each other\u2019s<\/span><span id=\"E596\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> ideas as much as they take comfort in their sharing. <\/span><span id=\"E597\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">They are terrified of the unraveling family fabric and what it means for them<\/span><span id=\"E598\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. It takes <\/span><span id=\"E599\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">strength<\/span><span id=\"E600\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> to name out loud the failures of a system we always counted on to hold us, create meaning for us. The Bront\u00eb women are <\/span><span id=\"E601\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">my <\/span><span id=\"E602\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">wise <\/span><span id=\"E603\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">older sisters<\/span><span id=\"E604\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, showing me <\/span><span id=\"E605\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the <\/span><span id=\"E606\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">W<\/span><span id=\"E607\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ay with t<\/span><span id=\"E608\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">heir courage<\/span><span id=\"E609\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ous and determined<\/span><span id=\"E610\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> relinquish<\/span><span id=\"E611\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ment of<\/span><span id=\"E612\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> old ways of <\/span><span id=\"E613\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">being<\/span><span id=\"E614\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. Yet their courage is not without <\/span><span id=\"E615\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">uncertainty<\/span><span id=\"E616\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and trepidation. T<\/span><span id=\"E617\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">hey are deeply <\/span><span id=\"E618\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">hesitant to risk what <\/span><span id=\"E619\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Charlotte <\/span><span id=\"E620\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is the first to name <\/span><span id=\"E621\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">out loud: <\/span><span id=\"E622\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">That their writing, which all four <\/span><span id=\"E623\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">siblings <\/span><span id=\"E624\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">have<\/span><span id=\"E625\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> together<\/span><span id=\"E626\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> practiced since childhood<\/span><span id=\"E627\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, is the sisters\u2019 ticket out of poverty. <\/span><span id=\"E628\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E629\"><span id=\"E630\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">There are many threads to be unwound as th<\/span><span id=\"E631\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">e<\/span><span id=\"E632\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> conversation <\/span><span id=\"E633\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">between the<\/span><span id=\"E634\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> sisters<\/span><span id=\"E635\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> takes shape<\/span><span id=\"E636\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E637\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Charlotte confesses to Anne<\/span><span id=\"E638\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E639\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the escape <\/span><span id=\"E640\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">from their personal misery<\/span><span id=\"E641\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> that <\/span><span id=\"E642\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">her<\/span><span id=\"E643\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> writing has afforded <\/span><span id=\"E644\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">her<\/span><span id=\"E645\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, an escape into fantasy and lore. Together the<\/span><span id=\"E646\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> two sisters acknowledge <\/span><span id=\"E647\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">that to feel most alive in their writing<\/span><span id=\"E648\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> they must<\/span><span id=\"E649\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> turn away from <\/span><span id=\"E650\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">fantasy, the<\/span><span id=\"E651\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E652\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">subjects of the <\/span><span id=\"E653\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">stories they wrote as children, <\/span><span id=\"E654\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to writing the truth of women\u2019s lives. <\/span><span id=\"E655\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E656\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">My <\/span><span id=\"E657\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">own writing as spiritual practice has often reflected the <\/span><span id=\"E658\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">fantasy of <\/span><span id=\"E659\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">I Know<\/span><span id=\"E660\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, <\/span><span id=\"E661\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">I Am Somebody, I <\/span><span id=\"E662\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">H<\/span><span id=\"E663\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ave the <\/span><span id=\"E664\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">A<\/span><span id=\"E665\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">nswers.<\/span><span id=\"E666\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E667\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Seeing these fantasies in my writing<\/span><span id=\"E668\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, <\/span><span id=\"E669\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">I am <\/span><span id=\"E670\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">show<\/span><span id=\"E671\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">n <\/span><span id=\"E672\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">where blindness to childhood ways continues to hold sway<\/span><span id=\"E673\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. Here too the <\/span><span id=\"E674\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bront<\/span><span id=\"E675\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb<\/span><span id=\"E676\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> sisters inspire me to keep going<\/span><span id=\"E677\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,<\/span><span id=\"E678\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> to keep seeking a way to write that is fresh, alive, <\/span><span id=\"E679\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">that tells the truth of <\/span><span id=\"E680\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">this path<\/span><span id=\"E681\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, this world beyond the visible, the understood. <\/span><span id=\"E682\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E683\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E684\"><span id=\"E685\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">But the risk of failure is great. <\/span><span id=\"E686\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Emily <\/span><span id=\"E687\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">names the <\/span><span id=\"E688\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">fear<\/span><span id=\"E689\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> they all feel of <\/span><span id=\"E690\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">exposure <\/span><span id=\"E691\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to<\/span><span id=\"E692\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> ridicule for daring to imagine <\/span><span id=\"E693\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">that their writing <\/span><span id=\"E694\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">could be published, and would sell. Women <\/span><span id=\"E695\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">in Victorian <\/span><span id=\"E696\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">England <\/span><span id=\"E698\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">were rarely <\/span><span id=\"E699\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">publish<\/span><span id=\"E700\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">ed<\/span><span id=\"E701\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">, and when women\u2019s writing was brought to print, its authors were subject to the ridicule and hostility of Victorian men. <\/span><span id=\"E702\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">The tension<\/span><span id=\"E703\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> around how to move forward<\/span><span id=\"E704\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E705\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">becomes the subject of the<\/span><span id=\"E706\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> sister\u2019s<\/span><span id=\"E707\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> first three-way truth-telling. It is an <\/span><span id=\"E708\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">explo<\/span><span id=\"E709\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">sion<\/span><span id=\"E710\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> into open fury<\/span><span id=\"E711\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">, kindled when <\/span><span id=\"E712\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">Charlotte <\/span><span id=\"E713\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">steals into Emily\u2019s room to read <\/span><span id=\"E714\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">the <\/span><span id=\"E715\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">poetry<\/span><span id=\"E716\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> she has written and hidden away<\/span><span id=\"E717\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">. <\/span><span id=\"E718\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">Emily is livid, strikes out at her older sister, disgusted with her actions and her grand <\/span><span id=\"E719\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">publishing <\/span><span id=\"E720\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">schemes. <\/span><span id=\"E721\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E724\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">Charlotte is unrepentant. Emily\u2019s poetry has taken her breath away<\/span><span id=\"E725\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">. <\/span><span id=\"E726\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">As Charlotte steals her first reading of her sister\u2019s work, we the audience hear the <\/span><span id=\"E727\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">exquisite poetry as a voice-over while we watch Emily walk<\/span><span id=\"E728\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">ing <\/span><span id=\"E729\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">the <\/span><span id=\"E730\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">twisted<\/span><span id=\"E731\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> paths and steep hills of the <\/span><span id=\"E732\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">moors outside <\/span><span id=\"E733\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">of the town, far from the constricted world of her home life. We see <\/span><span id=\"E734\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">her<\/span><span id=\"E735\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E736\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">as <\/span><span id=\"E737\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">a <\/span><span id=\"E738\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">part of <\/span><span id=\"E739\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">the<\/span><span id=\"E740\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> wide<\/span><span id=\"E741\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">, <\/span><span id=\"E742\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">open<\/span><span id=\"E743\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> <\/span><span id=\"E744\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">world<\/span><span id=\"E745\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> through which she moves<\/span><span id=\"E746\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">, stretching to <\/span><span id=\"E747\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">where earth <\/span><span id=\"E748\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">meet<\/span><span id=\"E749\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">s<\/span><span id=\"E750\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\"> the sky<\/span><span id=\"E751\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">. We <\/span><span id=\"E752\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">breathe <\/span><span id=\"E753\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">more deeply to see her here<\/span><span id=\"E754\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">, sensing <\/span><span id=\"E755\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">the freedom that is coming for the sisters<\/span><span id=\"E756\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\" style=\"font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit;\">.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"contentsContainer\">\n<div id=\"contents\">\n<p id=\"E757\"><span id=\"E758\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Anne is the careful<\/span><span id=\"E759\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, thoughtful <\/span><span id=\"E760\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">middle sister, brokering between her two head<\/span><span id=\"E761\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">&#8211;<\/span><span id=\"E762\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">strong<\/span><span id=\"E763\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> older<\/span><span id=\"E764\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> siblings a continued openness to what is unfolding. <\/span><span id=\"E765\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">She quietly finds a way to keep<\/span><span id=\"E766\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> naming the truth<\/span><span id=\"E767\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> of writing\u2019s power to bring great joy and aliveness into their difficult lives. <\/span><span id=\"E768\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Eventually<\/span><span id=\"E769\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E770\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">all<\/span><span id=\"E771\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> three <\/span><span id=\"E772\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">are captivated by the <\/span><span id=\"E773\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">creative energy <\/span><span id=\"E774\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">they <\/span><span id=\"E775\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">experience<\/span><span id=\"E776\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E777\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">i<\/span><span id=\"E778\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">n the<\/span><span id=\"E779\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> act of writing of the human experience. <\/span><span id=\"E780\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">They begi<\/span><span id=\"E781\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">n to<\/span><span id=\"E782\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E783\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">let the <\/span><span id=\"E784\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">aliveness<\/span><span id=\"E785\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E786\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">of it <\/span><span id=\"E787\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">propel them forward, <\/span><span id=\"E788\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">now sharing as three<\/span><span id=\"E789\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> the nourishment, the truth they find in <\/span><span id=\"E790\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">writing, the possibility of using their<\/span><span id=\"E791\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> stories and poems <\/span><span id=\"E792\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">as a means of having power in the world. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E793\"><span id=\"E794\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Turning the light within, opening long-closed doors to reveal the darkness and pain there<\/span><span id=\"E795\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and<\/span><span id=\"E796\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E797\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the <\/span><span id=\"E798\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">instability it can create<\/span><span id=\"E799\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, the <\/span><span id=\"E800\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">explosions that can result, <\/span><span id=\"E801\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">this is the muck of life that holds gold within it. <\/span><span id=\"E802\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">As the sisters tentative sharing eventually leads them to shaping their new reality, so too the consistent practice with naming and studying all the various manifestations of one\u2019s <\/span><span id=\"E803\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">desire and aversion<\/span><span id=\"E804\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> allows a Zen student to drop the delusions, <\/span><span id=\"E805\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">letting go over and over of all <\/span><span id=\"E806\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the goods and <\/span><span id=\"E808\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">bads<\/span><span id=\"E810\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, the failures and successes <\/span><span id=\"E811\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">she holds to so tightly<\/span><span id=\"E812\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> so that a third possibility can emerge<\/span><span id=\"E813\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E814\"><span id=\"E815\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Letting go<\/span><span id=\"E816\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, so unbearable at times, becomes easier to trust as one tastes the <\/span><span id=\"E817\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">freshness of life out beyond the tired painful <\/span><span id=\"E818\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">dualities of old <\/span><span id=\"E819\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">habits of mind<\/span><span id=\"E820\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E821\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">For the <\/span><span id=\"E822\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bront<\/span><span id=\"E823\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb<\/span><span id=\"E824\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> sisters, <\/span><span id=\"E825\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">th<\/span><span id=\"E826\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">is spacious<\/span><span id=\"E827\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E828\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">brightness<\/span><span id=\"E829\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> is <\/span><span id=\"E830\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">first revealed in <\/span><span id=\"E831\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Emily\u2019s poetry. <\/span><span id=\"E832\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Her compositions<\/span><span id=\"E833\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, <\/span><span id=\"E834\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">uncovered<\/span><span id=\"E835\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E836\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">by Charlotte,<\/span><span id=\"E837\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> are <\/span><span id=\"E838\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the<\/span><span id=\"E839\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> force that propels the three women <\/span><span id=\"E840\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to write secretly, invisibly,<\/span><span id=\"E841\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E842\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">and then <\/span><span id=\"E843\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">to publish a small volume under an assumed (man\u2019s) name. <\/span><span id=\"E844\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"pageBorders\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"contentsContainer\">\n<div id=\"contents\">\n<p id=\"E845\"><span id=\"E846\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">On a spiritual path, the <\/span><span id=\"E848\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">work too is in secret, invisible<\/span><span id=\"E849\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> a<\/span><span id=\"E850\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">nd driven by deep love for the possibility of finding that which is true<\/span><span id=\"E851\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, that which is <\/span><span id=\"E852\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">not accessible within the realm of <\/span><span id=\"E853\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">family and social values.<\/span><span id=\"E854\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> The sisters \u201cwalk invisible\u201d so that their creative energies can be protected from probing, judging, doubting <\/span><span id=\"E855\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">minds<\/span><span id=\"E856\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. <\/span><span id=\"E857\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Minds <\/span><span id=\"E858\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">that still cling to the old ways, <\/span><span id=\"E859\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the mind<\/span><span id=\"E860\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> that <\/span><span id=\"E861\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">remains<\/span><span id=\"E862\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> within them and outside of them, <\/span><span id=\"E863\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the mind<\/span><span id=\"E864\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> that insist<\/span><span id=\"E865\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">s<\/span><span id=\"E866\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> they<\/span><span id=\"E867\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E868\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">stay put in the known. <\/span><span id=\"E869\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">T<\/span><span id=\"E870\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">hey are beginning to see something that is all around them, but visible only to them. They are charting a new course, telling a new story. T<\/span><span id=\"E871\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">hese are possibilities one must relinquish the material world in order to see, just as the <\/span><span id=\"E872\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Bront<\/span><span id=\"E873\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">\u00eb<\/span><span id=\"E874\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> sisters had to relinquish the Victorian social order<\/span><span id=\"E875\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> and<\/span><span id=\"E876\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> their <\/span><span id=\"E877\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">dependent roles in a <\/span><span id=\"E878\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">family system in order to writ<\/span><span id=\"E879\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">e<\/span><span id=\"E880\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> in a completely new way about changing women\u2019s lives.<\/span><span id=\"E881\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E882\"><span id=\"E883\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">As the story draws to a close, <\/span><span id=\"E884\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the <\/span><span id=\"E885\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">three sisters finally share with their heart-sick father, whose son <\/span><span id=\"E886\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">they all now openly acknowledge will not be who they hoped, th<\/span><span id=\"E887\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">at they are the true authors of published and widely heralded novels. Written under pseudonyms, Emily has authored <\/span><span id=\"E888\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Wuthering Heights, <\/span><span id=\"E889\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Charlotte <\/span><span id=\"E890\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Jane Eyre <\/span><span id=\"E891\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">and Anne <\/span><span id=\"E892\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Agnes Grey.<\/span><span id=\"E893\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> All three novels, but especially <\/span><span id=\"E894\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Jane Eyre<\/span><span id=\"E895\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> are already immensely popular<\/span><span id=\"E896\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">. T<\/span><span id=\"E897\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">he books occupy a central shelf in the Bront\u00eb home, yet the sisters have remained anonymous until this moment in the film. <\/span><span id=\"E898\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Their disclosure is compelled by their <\/span><span id=\"E899\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">wish <\/span><span id=\"E900\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">that <\/span><span id=\"E901\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">their father know they <\/span><span id=\"E902\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">have <\/span><span id=\"E903\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">been transformed under his nose, they have become three people who he does not know and could not have imagined. <\/span><span id=\"E904\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">It is a tender moment, a<\/span><span id=\"E905\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E906\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">moment of great <\/span><span id=\"E907\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">tribute to <\/span><span id=\"E908\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">walking invisible. <\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"E909\"><span id=\"E910\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">In the end, what matter<\/span><span id=\"E911\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ed<\/span><span id=\"E912\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> to the<\/span><span id=\"E913\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">se, my older<\/span><span id=\"E914\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> sisters<\/span><span id=\"E915\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,<\/span><span id=\"E916\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E917\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">was<\/span><span id=\"E918\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> that they found a way to write<\/span><span id=\"E919\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, <\/span><span id=\"E920\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">found<\/span><span id=\"E921\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> words that no one before them had found<\/span><span id=\"E922\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,<\/span><span id=\"E923\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> to speak a truth no one before them had s<\/span><span id=\"E924\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">poken<\/span><span id=\"E925\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,<\/span><span id=\"E926\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> of<\/span><span id=\"E927\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> the world <\/span><span id=\"E928\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">in which <\/span><span id=\"E929\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">they lived. The <\/span><span id=\"E930\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">successes of their novels <\/span><span id=\"E931\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">bespeak<\/span><span id=\"E932\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> of <\/span><span id=\"E933\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">readers <\/span><span id=\"E934\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">hungry for th<\/span><span id=\"E935\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">ese words<\/span><span id=\"E936\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, hungry<\/span><span id=\"E937\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> for that which they<\/span><span id=\"E938\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,<\/span><span id=\"E939\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> too<\/span><span id=\"E940\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">,<\/span><span id=\"E941\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E942\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">were on the cusp of knowing<\/span><span id=\"E943\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> but didn\u2019t know how to say. And after all the publishing and <\/span><span id=\"E944\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">accolades <\/span><span id=\"E945\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">and re-printings, the sisters<\/span><span id=\"E946\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> were still \u201cnobody.\u201d <\/span><span id=\"E947\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">They <\/span><span id=\"E948\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">navigated <\/span><span id=\"E949\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">the stormy <\/span><span id=\"E950\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">waters<\/span><span id=\"E951\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> of their Victorian <\/span><span id=\"E952\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">world<\/span><span id=\"E953\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E954\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">without resentment and reached the <\/span><span id=\"E955\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">other shore<\/span><span id=\"E956\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">, without celebration. A<\/span><span id=\"E957\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">nd kept <\/span><span id=\"E958\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">walking<\/span><span id=\"E959\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">.<\/span><\/p>\n<h4 class=\"centerinside\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"hummingbird aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/old.zatma.org\/Dharma\/zbohy\/Images\/birdborder.gif\" alt=\"Humming Bird\" width=\"540\" height=\"35\" \/><\/h4>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span id=\"E962\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Lao <\/span><span id=\"E964\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Huo<\/span><span id=\"E966\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E968\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">Shakya<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">ZATMA is not a blog.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a0If for some reason you need elucidation on the teaching,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">please contact editor at:\u00a0<a href=\"mailto:yao.xiang.editor@gmail.com\" data-slimstat=\"5\">yao.xiang.editor@gmail.com<\/a><\/p>\n<p id=\"E970\"><span id=\"E971\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">*Accessed 10\/<\/span><span id=\"E973\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">13\/2019 from<\/span><span id=\"E974\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\"> <\/span><span id=\"E975\" class=\"qowt-font2-TimesNewRoman\">https:\/\/www.asinglethread.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/A-Single-Thread-Chant-Book-rev-2.pdf#page61<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Spiritual work, like the artistic journey of the Bronte sisters who would become some of the world\u2019s most respected authors, begins\u2026and continues\u2026with opening doors. To make great art or to cultivate Buddha Mind, one begins by naming that which is hidden. \u201cTurn around the light to shine within,\u201d * says the ancient text. 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